Hello my lovelies!
I have had a month of turmoil. True story.
While I was barely coming down from the high of New York Comic Con, my love and I decided to call it quits.
It was mutual, but that didn’t make it hurt any less.
In the aftermath, I cried, questioned my choices, my personality, my body. I bought things to help myself feel better.
The whole situation made me very introspective, as the ending of a relationship will do to a person. This relationship was 3 1/2 years, and I feel as though I need another 3 to get over it. The crying jags have lessened, but not gone away (Saturday was a horrible day, for example).
But I’m still here. I swear some days I hang on to my sanity by my fingernails, but I’m still here.
I figure, for those who may benefit from it, I will chronicle the items I’ve bought in pursuit to keep myself happy, and even makeover and rediscover myself. Retail therapy isn’t the best or most economical means of brightening my day, but it’s better than moping.
Like a phoenix, I rise from the ashes, y’all. I have to, cause down doesn’t suit me.
Till next time, stay beautiful and positive.